Wondering when it will all come together,
Hoping that someday things will go right,
Life like a large jugsaw puzzle,
Where the pieces don't quite fit.
Always being told "just try it and everything will happen"
Disbelieving, why should I believe
What good has it done for me so far?
Plenty I'm told
Maybe, possibly, but still wondering.

Children playing in a sand box,
Happily not a care in the world
Never worrying if things will go as planned.
No plans were made to live up to.
Glorious life, couldn't it have stayed?
No, and why should it, would that life be so much better?
I don't believe so, but then who am I to decide?

Old and still wondering, but it doesen's matter.
Long lives lost, living lies,
Never changing cycles and nothing to be done.
Laughing smiling happy people.
What do they have that I don't?
An understanding? A higher knowledge?
Highly doubtful.

Regressing to childhood?
Progressing to adulthood?
The ultimate choice.
Never to be understood?
I understand.
But that is no good to anyone else.
A secret taken to the grave
By some of the happiest
Never to be shared with the rest.

The big mystery solved,
The solution?
Simply really,
Don't solve it.
Misery comes with the knowledge
And who needs more misery?
Certainly not me.